I know that I haven't been here for a while, but I am telling you, I feel like I am going stir crazy without a cigarette. I think that I have figured one of my biggest culprits............."HOME!" My cravings are at its peak and at its worst when I am home.... I can be in the car, at work, at church, anywhere in America, but when I get home, I feel like an insane person! This is where I finally can let my hair down and relax and this is the place that the urge whips me the most. It doesn't matter what activity I am involved in. I haven't started gnawing on the pillows and floor boards yet, but i at a lost. I won't lie, I started to give in yesterday. The smell of smoke when people are outside smoking - makes me wanna gag......
One Love
