So, I've been feeling pretty good attitude wise until today. I am absolutely losing my mind and it is shocking to me and at the same time, I wonder why in the hell I am surprised? It kinda makes me have to laugh once i got done throwing my temper tantrum.
Again it is work that is the hardest. I was sooooo frustrated by my struggle to concentrate. After lots of internal arguing (maybe i just need to run to the store and by cigarettes, just to get through THIS project of course and then I can start over...) I didn't cave and decided to do a quick bike ride since i was working from home. I jumped on my bike and took off furiously pedaling. Saying "F*** the little monster" over and over. Not even realizing i was talking out loud until I passed a random dog walker and got a funny look - oh well. It made me laugh out loud and I think made him laugh too even though he has no idea who the little monster is.
Phew. Came back home, ate some lunch, got a hug from the hubs and actually figured out my work thing. Took a quick break to vent here and off to tackle the next thing. Thanks for listening 🙂 and F*** the little monster!
