I LOVE reading all of your blogs....ALL of them help me get through the rough spots everyday. Day 31 and should be sooo happy and proud. But, I'm not (haven't been for a while). I wish that I was as excited as alot of you are and relish in what progress I've made and loving life. Instead, I'm feeling extremely blah. I've put on weight and HATE it. I work out almost every morning before work (5:00 am, mind you), but is doing nada. Besides that, my mood is pretty rotten. I'm hosting a large Bday party this weekend, and not looking forward to it at all....I used to LOVE to entertain and would get very excited about it, but I have nooo desire to do so now.
