I guess I will sit on my pity-pot...I feel a little abandoned. The point(I thought) of this site was to support others who want to quit. Since I destroyed my quit, I feel like no one is around anymore. Shouldn't there be people encouraging me. I don't know it's weird, the last message was posted on my page 3 days ago....I am still here several times a day, trying to reaffirm to myself that I want to quit....I guess its no surprise that when you give up on yourself, everyone else does to....I mean no offense by this post, just sharing my thoughts, so please don't attack me