Today is day 9 and I was expecting a fairly easy go of it. But that has not been the case. I have just put down the unlit cigarette and decided NO to taking just a couple of puffs. It doesn't get any closer than that !
It is Day 9 without smoking and over 4 days without any type of nicotine at all. So there should not be a literal craving, this has to be all in the mind. I want control of my mind!! This Brain Chatter is giving me fits.
I managed to come in from work without smoking. Most of the day was spent thinking about "just one cigarette. " I picked up a cigarette and thought I would light it. Here starts that brain chatter crap again. Okay, just sit down and read some blogs before you light it. (cravings, cravings, cravings) How will you feel after that first puff? (cravings, cravings, cravings) You can't take it back if you light it.... and then what will you say to your friends on the EX site? ( Nicodemon hard at work still.... cravings) Read some more, ahhhh found the post with a link to the one puff files and then I FINALLY got rid of the cigarette.
This site truly does work and helps to keep me smoke free. I am tired and frustrated, but still smoke free and nicotine free. I am going to take a nap and see if this is not better afterwards.
Thanks for being there and posting!