I didn’t buy one but in the chaos of my life I’ve found a black… I want to smoke it so bad… I found myself feverishly searching for it only 48 hours into quitting… I’m flustered and frustrated because I feel the pull… I’m going back and forth with myself about it… so far I’ve made it to putting it down.. but I still have the lighter in my hand… 🤦🏾♀️ …. I haven’t determined whether I’ll light it up or not… why is this so hard?
