Okay, Okay I am finally back with great news!!!!! Today is my quit date!!!! YAY.....
I originally had set my first quit date to be Feb 16 of last month. A couple of weeks prior to my quit date I had begun intentionally fighting moments that I knew would be my weakest ones. I was doing good for a brief moment. Once I lasted about a day and 1/2 without smoking, but found myself getting nervous when I got down to the last of a pack. Well....... Quit date came around and I couldn't slow down. I continued to smoke.
I thank this site for emailing me out a free coupon for Niccorette gum. To be honest I was never going to spend my own money on something that I was sure if I was dedicated to. Took foooooorrrr ever for me just to get it in the coupon in the mail and then another century to go and pick them up. Once I brought the box home with me I contemplated on when my quit date would be. Couldn't come up with one but I know it would be within the week coming up.
Last night I was up late online and I had just smoked a black and mild and wanted to smoke another one even though I had just finished smoking up the last one I had, That’s when I decided "THAT IT!!!" I'm tired of smoking “again” because now matter how much I smoke I was always going to want another one. I want to feel like smoking is not apart of my routine any more. I know what is feels like to never buy another pack of freaking Black and Mild , Milds AGAIN!!!!
Today marks the first day of never buying another pack again not matter how long I'll have to chew on this gum, Wish me LUCK!!!!!!
