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What a Roller Coaster Ride this is

anna90
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Good afternoon everyone.  I am now 53 days free from smoking and must continue to say it seems harder now than it was in the beginning.  I dream, think, and visualize about smoking a lot more often than I would like to, but it is what it is and I just keep riding the wave as they come at me.  Yesterday was a mixture of riggers and wins for me. FIrst off thoughts continuously come in about smoking and then I caught a smell of one and it set off a trigger that made me have an urge to want one. I got through that very well just saying you don't do that anymore.  So there was a win for me over this horrible habit.  Another win that happened yesterday was I was finally able to jog at 5.3 MPH speed on my treadmill for .98 of a mile.  That is something I wuld hane NEVER been able to do when I was smoking.  I am thankful for you all here and your support!! 

 

Namaste!

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