Today is day 23. I am proud of myself. However, on my way upstairs to my home office (that doubles as my bedroom) I wondered, what next. The last time I quit for a significant time, I went back to school for another degree. I needed to fill the void. I have no interest in school anymore.
I have to say, I miss having a drink and smoke with my husband and just chilling and listening to music.
I had to think long and hard about what else I like to do.
we both love scrabble so I think I will invest in a really good scrabble board.
My other passions are traveling and fishing but being in Florida now, both are off the table.
I was able to hang out with my husband outside this week, in the mornings, without having the cravings watching him smoke. It really didn’t bother me at all. Progress for sure.
I am devastated that I can’t make my annual December pilgrimage to Jamaica, to spend time with my siblings and friends.
Maybe that’s for the best, though my siblings don’t smoke, ALL my friends in Jamaica do.
Thanks again to the X-Gang for all your support
