Good morning everyone!
I am very happy to say that I am now 2 weeks free. I could not have done it without the support for this wonderful community, my family, my friends, and myself. I am very grateful for all the love that has been shared. Thank you.
Here are some findings now that I am 2 weeks in:
1. Most of my withdrawal symptoms have begun to fade. Not completely gone, but I can certainly see improvement
2. WOW my breathing feels strong. It’s totally awesome, this is probably my favorite part.
3. I’m giving myself a pat on the back! This weekend I went to my old college because I still have some buddies over there. Went to a few parties, drank lots of alcohol, and despite me being intoxicated and surrounded by friends vaping and smoking I do not ONCE ask to puff on them. I’m so glad! I have some good willpower because I really wanted to, but I knew I’d feel bad about it immediately.
4. I wish I quit at a different time. I’m moving overseas in only 2 weeks and I get cravings all the time because of how stressed I am about this big change in my location and lifestyle. I’m feeling a lot of different emotions; stress, sadness, excitement, nervousness. Honestly that’s something I should talk to a therapist about. But it is what it is, and I need to rid myself of this habit before I move to a place where nicotine products are unaffordable.
5. Last night I had a dream that I hit a vape, and in my dream I felt so angry and disappointed at myself. Woke up and was so relieved that it was only a dream. This marks my first nicotine-related dream since I quit.
Thanks for reading! I hope everyone has a lovely holiday this week. I’m grateful for this community and everyone who is sticking to this journey together. You all seriously have helped me so much.
