I am a news person, I like to know what's happening in the world but I just can't handle the craziness and the hatred that's EXploding and it seems to be more so in the last nine months more than ever or at least that's how it seems to me so I need to back away from the Rhetoric and the hatred of the news in order to protect myself and my quit because I'm all about kindness and helping people so I better take my own advice and I'll start with H. A. L. T. - Hunger, Anger, Lonely, Tired because anyone of these can really screw up a perfectly beautiful quit and I've got alot going on in my life without adding the news broadcast and the stress of it into my home so I'm taking a break from it and if there's anyone here struggling with protecting your quit and if you can back away from whatever the problem is then do it so you can take a deep breath because our lives literally depends on us to remain quit so we can be around to enjoy life with our family and friends and for me it's the grandchildren that helps to brighten my day and I think my 8 yr old grandson Mason is coming later this morning and maybe he'll be here in time to punch down my bread for me to put in the pans here's a pic of him a few wko, life is way too short to be miserable and relapsing isn't an option so let's do whatever it takes to remain smoke free because Freedom is what counts and every night we need to smile and say YAY for another DAY WON!
