Waiting on tests to be completed is one of my hardest tests of my faith
Trusting my Higher Power who is God completely before the tests are completed is hard for me to do yet I am doing it one deep breath at a time which keeps me calm then I do the next thing in front of me to do throughout the day
When I was sucking on death sticks three packs a day to cope with waiting on tests to be completed I didn't think of the consequences of three packs of nicotine doing inside my body
Today with years of not using nicotine to cope with the test we both are waiting on to be completed which takes time I just want the results of the tests yesterday which is unrealistic in our life
So I made a decision to keep trusting my God and to not cope with nicotine today to blog instead and share my fears and insecurities of what the tests will reveal for us
I ain't using nicotine to cope today I am sharing my fears and how I walk by my faith in me today to stay nope nope nope while receiving the gift of long suffering also know as patience
WoooooWOOO Not One Puff Over ME
