This week was interesting. I saw my Gynecologist yesterday and found out I have 3 polyps. This explains some of the physical pain I have been in. This also explains my mild mood swings. I am booked in for surgery March 18th to get these removed. I have a good feeling that my life will change after this. I am looking forward to feeling a lot better and having some of the quality of my life back. This could also help with the drinking problem (I started Reading The Naked Mind this week). This could also help me get back to doing the things I usually love to do.
So anyways I have a curious question. Have any of you ever smoked in moderation? IE special occasions, had one cancer stick and stopped at two for example. Just curious!