Today is a big deal. Two weeks down. I am really excited. I feel like I have been in an obstacle course dogging all kinds of bullets. I have had so much encouragement this time that it has made all the difference. I have quit a bunch of times before and this time it really feels like I will make it stick. I spend alot of time going through in my head about how I will live my smoke free life. And I watch people around me and how happy they are that have never smoked. It helps to put perspective on things to keep the addiction lies away. I also think about my dad and how terribly I miss him. I dont want my kids to have to suffer like that. Thanks to all you guys that have given me the advise that I need and support on those days that I just didnt feel like staying quit.
