Tomorrow

[quicks1824]

So i start the counter when i go to bed. 3 smokes left. I went to visit my "crack" dealer this evening. I gave her what smokes i wouldnt use. I cant just throw them away. She asked if i wanted her to put them in the freezer just in case. I said no. Have a busy day tomorrow with a bbq. She will be there. I told her just dont let me know when she is going for a smoke. I will miss spending time with her, but it is just for now. We will talk on the phone and facebook

I am excited but scared. I need to do this. I think what i am most afraid of is the depression. I am on happy pills but it wont stop my momments.