Bound & determined to find a snowblower yesterday...not only did I find one, I found the one my husband wanted, the one consumer reports has recommended...I can't tell you how happy I am about this...so tired of shoveling our 147 foot driveway...
Also happy to be 46 days quit...still not easy for me, but to think in 4 days I'll be halfway to 100 helps to keep me going...I really don't want to smoke, the smell, the taste, the sore throat, the $ spent on them, the heaviness on the chest feeling, the SOB, the health risks, and yet, I could have one easily too...lol
Still working on finding a way to feel happy and full of life while quit...I get many moments of this, but for some known and some unknown reasons it is still hard...
I believe if I keep at it, I will win...just got to push thru it, no matter how tough that sometimes feels...
I am very grateful for so many things in my life, and I'm working on a way to get my "happy" back...
Feel like if I could smoke it would help...this is a lie that nicotine keeps trying to tell me...not falling for it, no way...not smoking...sorry nicotine, that ain't happening!!
I'm truly not a whiner, and don't mean to come off as one...I am thankful for this site, I feel comfortable enough to express how I am feeling at this time, and appreciate your nonjudmentalness (if that is a word...lol)...
Carrying on...moving forward...Peace to all : )
