I hate days like this. I'm so deppressed i can't stand it. The crying comes and goes and everyone ticks me off no matter what they say. No this has nothing to do with smoking, when I'm like this I really don't even want to smoke. I'd rather just lay in bed and cry it out and tell my self i'll feel better soon. I have no reason to be deppressed and cottonell comercial just made me cry. Stupid huh? But it's life, well my life anyway. I just needed to vent. anything to try and make myself feel a little more sane and not even risk the chance i might change my mind and light up, with that false hope that it will make me feel better. When I know All too well that it won't. AAAAARRRRRGGGGHHHHHH! I feell like Charlie Brown trying to kick the football Lucy always moves and he falls flat on his back. Vicous cycle 😞
