Well today is here and I am not as anxious as I was yesterday. I am more excited about the fact that I am doing something foe me. Quitting smoking is a lifestyle change and overcoming an addiction for many years. Having severe asthma, I continue to smoke even though I know it is killing me.
As I sit here and listen to my lungs rattle, I know it will improve with time. I want to get out of the fog too, I feel like cigarettes are keeping me in a trance. I want to be more alert and focused. I don’t want to stand outside in the cold and smoke. I don’t want to smoke in my car. I am tired of stinky ashtrays and having to get my teeth cleaned every 3 months.
The list goes on and on, but I am ready to make a difference in my life and it all starts today.