Cigarettes/addiction I don't need you anymore I dont want you, you stink waste money and make me sick! yea you were there when I was weak and dependant on you but Im Done with this! you cause more problems then help me!From today on I am going to be stronger then you and learn to depend on myself, you were just an illusion and I was suckered into thinking you were doing something good for me your a F***** Cancer and having you around will turn me into you and I am better then that. This dependant relationship is OVER Im in control and Im gonna stay that way and your old ways of luring me back in are a thing of the past and wont work this time. Im stronger then a piece of burning paper and 4000 chemicals you just decieved my mind with your chemical ways but im re-routing some things .... internally and physically and I see things for what it really is and Im mad you wasted so much of my time and families time and money and all the things I cant get back but I can't think of that now cause I can not control the past, only the future and I don't see you in it and this is MY new reality..... I woke up! Each day without you I am stronger and better in so many ways! You took from me at my expense and who wants to engage in that forever?!? My life might not be the same without you but I know one thing, it will be a whole lot better for me and those who surround me and I will never succumb to your nasty and debilitating ways ever again, I deserve better and Im gonna get it, Im gonna make it happen alone without you. Your in my past for a reason. I value the experience as it forces me to deal with things I should have a long time ago and will only make me stronger, it took me awhile to see I didnt need you to get me thru anything and I allowed it for too long, how did I ever see you as cryptonite, I had the power all along, no body NEED's you they only think they do cause of the lies but even your next victim will realize and you will be left once again your a hard lesson to learn and a hard one to break earlier I found myself contemplating going back until I seen more things but what was I thinking! But I dont think that no more, I feel so much better without you and many others will see it, stand up to you too LOOSER! 😉 Oh and so you know, I dont sit around wondering about you or worrying about you no more, I moved on
I got the idea to write this thinking about EX smoker on this site and wrote it this morning when I was feeling pretty good and motivated, I have more a sarcastic venting syle of anger 😉
