I smoked 8 cigarettes yesterday and 3 this morning. As I smoked the last cigarette today, I was wheezing and feeling generally sick. I looked at it, put it out and immediately tore up all my remaining cigarettes. It is going to be really rough today, but I HAVE TO QUIT! I have too much to live for and I refuse to let these things control me any more. I stopped for almost 9 years and started up again in October 2003...I was so stupid. I will do this. I don't care if I do eat everything I have in my house, it is better than inhaling that poison.
