This is it. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of them. Every hour of every day they rule my life. I'm sick of the craving, the smell, the cost, the image, and the shortness of breath. I'm tired of being the outcast (only smoker) everywhere I go, especially family functions. I've tried quitting before. I've tried the gum, auricular therapy, and still take wellbutrin. All of them were unsuccessful. I've ran out of options, and I'm not getting any younger. It's been 3 days now, and I feel pretty good. I'm serious this time. I (really) didn't want to quit before, and that was my problem. Now I (want) to quit more than anything. So we'll see what happens as time goes on.
