So, I found this website yesterday when I was trying to Google for ways of quitting.
I read through quite a bit since yesterday and I am really ready to make a vote for a better life and a better me.
I broke down in tears twice today just thinking how hard it will be. I am going to have to re-learn my life and break those triggers. I am feeling a little depressed already because I have been smoking for a such a long time that I feel like I am about to "break up" from a bad relationship. We all know that even when they're bad, it hurts!!!
I have been able to cut down a little today and I only smoked half of my cigarettes as instead the whole ones. I am going to call my health insurance tomorrow and see if they offer any help.
I can't wait until I am all done...I know it will happen soon. I just want to be able to run many and many miles without feeling like I am about to have a heart attack.
I was able to soul search a little today. WHY DIDNT I QUIT BEFORE????