So this is my first day at "becoming an ex", and I was surprised to find that I was told not to quit smoking...yet, but to track everything and write it down. I've been trying to quit since September but with no luck. I had quit for about two weeks until I busted my boyfriend's brother (who by the way lives with us and had told me that he wasn't smoking anymore) smoking, and it's all been downhill from there. It's been really difficult to say no to myself when the temptation arises, so I'm here to help myself find ways to quit. I love my boyfriend and we both want to get married and start a family, but he doesn't want to spend the rest of his life with a smoker. So I have to quit smoking in order for our lives together to move on. I can't help but resent him sometimes just because it's so much easier to blame him for making me quit then it is to admit that i suck at quitting. Anyways make a long story short I'm starting to realize that this will be the downfall to my finally found happiness if i can't stop. I want to be happy and healthy and I want to be those things with Burke, if any one's got any advice, please let me know.
