Thanks

[elaine.5434]

I truly thank all of you for your support.  I have come to rely on your comments and support.  This is just really much harder than I thought it would be. It's hard to imagine my life without cigarettes.  They have become my friend and help when I'm lonely or happy.  I have invented something that is helping.  I took a McDonald's straw and cut it to the length of a cigarette.  I then took a used filter and put it one end and I puff on it.  I can still get the taste of a cigarette a little bit.  I went two days without eating because I knew the craving would be bad after I ate.  Today I ate anythingthat didn't move.  LOL.  I recently lost 62 lbs. and do not want to put it back on.  My children are not being supportive at all.  I think it's because i have tried so many times before they are assuming I will fail again.  So that being said you guys are my only support system.  Thank you for that.