I'm going to go out tonight...I haven't done anything outside of my house (aside from work) for 2 weeks and I'm going to go nuts if I don't get out of here. I'm meeting up with a friend who is a smoker and chances are we'll go to a bar (where people can still smoke in this state). I understand what I'm getting into and have definitely been down this path before, but this is the first time I have ever been able to see myself as an Ex'er. I know I will have internal pressure, however my friend will not encourage me to light up and will stop me from doing it if I tell him ahead of time, so I have faith that I will be able to do this without lighting up. Here goes everything!
