Okay well today is day 10. I have to be honest...Yesterday, was the DAY FROM HELL! You talk about stress triggers....Yesterday I had them all. ( Long story, but divorced, and got served court papers yesterday....Twice! )) I WANTED a cigarette so bad. I was shaking, crying, emtional, depressed. I tried to stay busy all day yesterday, but when I went to wash my truck (car wash is right next door to gas station) I had the total urge to just say "f*** this. But then I also though about what a failure I would feel like. How I would fail myself and then I would just feel worse.....I fought off the craving...went to bed early last night to avoid feeling this way. Thought I was doing so good...You think by day 10, I would be over this.....Up....Down......Up....Down.....Still wish i had a cigarette in my finger this morning....gggrrrrrrrr!
Anyone still experiencing this on day 10? When will it end?
