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Sunday, I surrendered and went to the ER last nigh

elvan
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I went to the ER last night after realizing that I might be dealing with a pulmonary embolism or a heart attack.  I had a full workup and I broke a couple of ribs from the front to the back, he said that it will take weeks  to heal and I am to do breathing exercises every two hours to prevent pneumonia which would be a natural response to this injury.  I spent time in the house yesterday and he said that is OVER…things have to be brought outside for me to look at; I cannot go inside and search for things.  I told my son and his fiancée that we will stay there TEMPORARILY.  I need to find a way to get laundry done because I have nothing clean to wear, not one pair of jeans or sweats or anything and it is just not working for me to put smoky clothes back on.  I think that with carts at the Laundromat that maybe I can get SOME stuff reasonably clean.  I have been trying to get help with this since the first day.  NO ONE likes Laundromats.

I will keep you posted, I did not sleep last night because of the pain so I will not likely last very long today.

Love to all of you and thank you for your notes and messages.

Ellen

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Retired RN, worked ICU/ER developed RA in early 90's, unable to work because of brittle bones from high dose steroids. Diagnosed with COPD 5 yrs ago but sure it was there and progressing long before. Live with severe chronic pain, degenerative disc disease, had both upper lobes of my lungs removed in 2015. Struggle with shortness of breath. Work in son's cafe as a cashier 2 days a week to be around people. I am a people/animal person. Lost my home and three cats in a fire on my ten month anniversary of quitting smoking. Never thought of smoking, knew it wouldn't help anything.