MY FAITH IS BEING TESTED SO FAR AND I AM AT A LOSS FOR WORDS!!! PLEASE PRAY FOR ME TO KEEP MY SANITY AND STAY SMOKE-FREE AND SAFE. FOR REASONS BEYOND MY CONTROL LIFE IS CRASHING IN AROUND ME AND I AM ALONE, IN SUCH A DARK AND TERRIBLE PLACE IN MY HEAD. i DID NOT KNOW WHERE ELSE TO TURN....THANKS FOR LISTENING