Wow, why do I keep thinking about smoking? Is this self torture or what!! I think about now as much as I did when I first quit, I am not feeling strong at all...boooo. Why? My convictions do not feel as strong now as it did in the beginning either. Grrr, I need to get a grip because I am still not breathing well and I do not need the aggravation of having to quit again. Deep breath, deep breath...this will pass, please let it pass!!
