Starting over

[byepolarbear]

My pain has just gotten worse today.  For me, smoking onr reduces the pain.  But firt of all, Amy and I are out of money and can not afford to buy anymore.  So today I start wining again.  I am not smoking anymore.  As you all know, I have to quit because of the surgery,   Plesse do not think of me as an idiot.  I have just had a hard time quitting.  But I really think I will stop this time.  I still need your love, support,  and prayers.

When I was in ICU I still did my  best to say prayers for all you.  It gave me strentgh to think of  of you.

Will you please give me another chance, say more prayers for me and help me get well.

Mark