Posted on my last blog but starting a new one now that I have set a scary date. It is real now. Have cut down from 48 in January to about a 17 average. Think I am low enough that nrt can get me through. So why does it scare me so much. Been through maybe 3/4 of Alan Carr book but it is slow read. Wife still smokes and not interested in quitting at this time. Hoping if I quit will give her incentive. I just hope that nrt will get me by. Worked this for a whlle, Since Jan 2, so I know the cravings and know what they feel like and can put them off for a a bit now. Smoked for over 40 years now so trying to picture a life without the nicodemon. Don't know fi this willl be the try but want to do it, need to do it. Pray for me even though I haven't been to church in decades, take any help I can get. 🙂
