I want to stop smoking permanently, but there are a lot of days that are much harder than most, especially in the past year. I have smoked since I was 18 and have quit before but only because I had to due to being pregnant with my 3rd child the smell made me sick. This time it is much different. I have had to try and deal with the loss of my best friend who was my father passing away. It has been the most difficult getting through the loss and trying not to pick up my vape is even harder with dealing in that. But I keep telling myself, "Smoking is a habit that drains your money and kills you slowly, one puff after another, QUIT SMOKING!!!"
