I don't know about other Smokers or Exer's but whenever I am facing something new.....I get a little weird ...and when I was thinking last weekend about this contract job...I was feeling like a newcomer ( I still am a newcomer) I guess a better word would be weak and vulnerable .....although I had no "real" desire to smoke. I think one thing that smoking so many years did to me was ALMOST convinced me I couldn't feel "normal" in a new situation and I could always run somewhere and light up in a feeble attempt to 'feel better". Now I see how crazy that was or is...and I am so grateful that I am realizing that I can do anything without smoking and that smoking was never a self esteem booster or confidence builder in fact just the opposite. Anyway, it is always good to get home jump on site and see how everybody is doing. Thanks for the prayers and encouragement recently....let me know if I can return the love!! Breathe Free