Sigh

[Felice]

Well, I guess with all this struggling...I finally caved. I had a relapse.  I felt so weak and depressed but I'm getting back on that horse. It's really sad I had this moment where I just didn't care about myself but now I realize how crazy that was. It certainly did not make me feel better, it actually made me feel worse. My greatest fear is making myself sick so I definitely care about myself. Anyway, I felt I needed to come clean so I can move forward.