*****JUST A RANT TO MYSELF
See? I have my fingers in my ears! LA-LA-LA-LA...I can't HEAR Y-O-U!!!!!!!!
O.k. so it's been 24 hours. Well....24 and a half. I have cried..hard....so many times! I've had a couple of panic attacks......(not fun). Hubby left me the keys to his truck, (in case). THIS IS SO HARD!!!!!!!!!
BUT............buying "just one more pack" will NOT HELP ME TO QUIT! Did you hear that Kathy? Did you hear that NICODEMON????? I am NOT enjoying withdrawl, so why would I want to start over with it day after day?????
NOT ONE MORE. NOT "JUST ONE." I can not do it!!!!!!!! We all know what "one leads to." Hey......I am a practical and thrifty person....if I bought a pack, just to have "one" I KNOW I would smoke the whole pack, because it costed me serious $$$$$$$$. But what else would it cost me? Scary to think about what it has cost me already! Very scary!
Yes, Nicodemon, you're right, I want one.....yes, I really, really want one. ya know what? Tough. Just too Gosh Darn bad.............I am not going to have one. So, Mr. Nicodemon, goodbye! Go Away! Adios! Go torment someone else! Just not any of my friends here. If I have to, I will kick your smelly @$$ out the door!
