Hasn't been an easy transition, but it's getting done. Giving up my condo on the Gulf, my privacy, my spactacular view has made me think of "this is a great time for a cigarette break". THAT was from my previous life; NO MORE FOR THIS GIRL! My Mom is declining with her Dementia, gettIing really cranky, hardly eats (down to 89 lbs, but she is only 5'3), she sleeps a lot, & gets mad at me when she sees me cleaning or doing anything around here to improve the homefront. We have a beautifu 2-story home in South Tampa, so at least I can go upstairs to get away & watch something other than Beverly Hillbillies or the Waltons. I try to talk about fun things & keep her upbeat, but she is very depressing. She shuffles around in a depressed state. I try to get her for a ride in the car, go to get her hair done, etc. but to no avail. My past 'smoking history' days, tells me to go enjoy a smoke, that will make you feel better. But guess what?? I KNOW BETTER!! Have no fear my EX-mates this girl will not smoke over this!
Thanks guys, for listening & always being there for these rants! I'll check in later. Love you ALL
