I have been preparing for this big day by cutting back to less than 5 cigarettes a day now. I have learned through this site that if I just ride out the craving it will pass. It does I am happy to say. Now I can't even stand an entire cigarette and smoke 1/3 to 1/2 before stubbing it out.
My daughter hates my smoking and is horrified that I am killing myself. I know I can quit because I see people do it and I am really excited to be free of this horrible habit.
I have my lozenges and am ordering gum. I am trying to get back into my fitness regime I used to have. I have no stamina and can't even run a mile when I could run five. Three years ago I started again not realizing how crazy addicting this is.
Wish me luck...