Separating Triggers

[bill94]

Day 3 of tracking & today I start to try & separate the triggers. I wont lie to you my blogging friends, it hasn't been easy. I didnt make it through my morning cup b4 I gave in, but the other ones have been met w/ minor success. I have been coughing so badly that I have convinced myself that cigs have stopped me from coughing more... SICK!!!! Now I see why ppl call them sickerettes!  Life is a lil hectic right now & I have some things that I have to address, but in the grand scheme, it is manageable. The time is now! I wish I had bought a smart phone so I could carry this site in my pocket all day! Triggering a bit right now so I have to keep typing until it passes. This is such an invasive process! Why couldnt have I gotten addivted to being organized, or keeping my relationships strong? Well I guess when I build my time machine, I can yell @ that 13 yr old Bill to realize that it isnt cool & it dosent make u look like one of the "big kids". Well I guess its time to attack my day.... Feb 1 creeps closer & closer, Im going to start to look @ that day as a happy day instead of this big looming ogre thats stealing my buddy!  Have a great day!