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Self-Medicating

mtstivers29
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I have Schizoaffective Disorder and have been using cigarettes as a means to self-medicate. My dooctor an I have been struggling to come up with ways to replace it but haven't found anything successful at this point. Meditating, taking up a new hobby, and distractions are hard with a 24hr a day active mind. 

Of course it's nothing new to the world. Schizophrenics like myself do tend to be smokers. They also have been able to quit and I'm trying to find out how they did so and by what tools they used to aid them in the situations where their symptoms showed when, normally, they'd smoke to help comat the problem.

My doctor warned me that by quitting I wouold be inviting more depression into my situations which could trigger my episodes. I told him about all the respiratory problems I've been having and how I was concerned for my health and mortality. He replied that, considering how many times I've attempted to quit before, that it was up to me and that he didn't know anything to help the issue.

Well, it's day 2 and I have yet to fall apart completely. However, I am worried given my past success rate. 

9 Comments
Denise3
Member

are you using any NRT

caingurl1
Member

Hello. All I can tell you is to hang in there and take it one moment at a time. Quitting smoking is tough, but it can be done successfully. First of all, change you attitude from negative to positive. I notice you said that you are worried given your past success rate. Our failures can lead to our success. I'm sure there are some important things that you learned in your past endevors that can help you now. Try writing in a journal to help jog your memories. I can understand your worry. You are worried that you are not going to make it; you are worried that you will fail, and I'm here to tell you that as surely as you thinketh, it will come to pass. As man thinketh in his heart, then so is he is such truth! Start affirming that you will make it; you will do this. I know you can. Do everything within your power to beat this demon. Pray, cry, yell, scream, shout, etc. just refuse to smoke. The more you think about something, the more you give life to it; fill your mind with as many good things as you can; stay busy, talk to friends, go walking, watch movies, etc. whatever it is that keeps your attention for at least a few minutes until the cravings pass.

I too suffer with mental illness: Boderline personality disorder, panic disorders, and Borderline personality tendencies. I am taking it one moment at a time. It's not easy, but it gets managable. I have my good moments, and I have my BAD moments.

mtstivers29
Member

The patch.

caingurl1
Member

Sorry if I babbled to much.

mtstivers29
Member

Caingurl1, thank you for your input. Once money becomes available I'll pursue other outlets to distract me with. For now, I'll jut try the best I can and hope tomorrow will e better than today.

joyeuxencore
Member

Hi Michael...Please disregard the 'craving kicker' # 8...Didn't go to your page and discover you are male until after I posted on your last blog! I don't know if painting your nails would be a fun distraction for you...lol...

 I don't know much about your disorder and I am certainly not a doctor but I would hope...Giving up a deadly addiction and getting more oxygen to your body and brain MUST be more beneficial than not....

 

           
   I looked it up and there IS a HIGH propensity for smoking with your disorder but it seems there is no definitive proof that the smoking makes anything better...In fact the risk of respiratory illness outweighs any possible benefits...Justlike  the rest of us who quit I read there is a need to find healthier more productive ways for 'dopamine release' and that is the key for relief from symptoms...  
     
  
    My favorite dopamine release is laughter...I spend time on youtube finding funny videos of animals or comics or old tv shows...
  
     
  
    Anyway...just my two cents...So glad you found us and please let me know if I can help in any way!!! xo
Edithebl
Member

Damn. I was almost done and I erased it all.

I have schizophrenia. I have not been sick in y ears. I am a full time yoga teacher. 

You need to get in your body and out of your head. Walk. Job. Do push ups. Get a yoga video or tai chi video or do push ups. Th

They say in AA analysis paralysis. Thinking is highly overrated. Just do. 

I know your disorder is a little different but honestly it only matters when it comes to medication an art in itself. Psychosis is psychosis. Depression is depression. 

The body does not lie. Read Allan Carr's book. Get a hobby. 

I am also and alcholic ...sobriety seemed like a breeze in comparison. I just had to not drink. Then schizophrenia seemed overmuch...whch it is. I would not wish it on anyone. But it's my lot and I never ask why. None of us are that special.

You can do it. Exercise. Find a hobby. Find a creative outlet....let go of thinking if you're good at something. Just find a way to enjoy...

That's it for now. I am on day 6. Been smoking for 39 years. Going thru separtion after 16 years plus of marriage.

You can do it. GET into  your BODY. it tells the truth.

Edithebl
Member

Read this:

http://media.wix.com/ugd/74fa87_2010cc5496521431188f905b7234a829.pdf

It's the Carr book they all talk about.

smorgy8513
Member

Michael,   You can do this.    Yes, there may be a basis for concern due to many people with MI using smoking as a self-medication.....but there are many other ways to get through those times.   And the health benefits are way too big to not be the main consideration.     That is why hospitals (including the psych wards) banned cigarettes.   There was a huge debate here in MN a few years ago about allowing patients with MI to smoke while they were in the hospital and then it was decided to ban it everywhere in the hospital.

Just come here often, read and blog, make a promise each day that you will not smoke for that day....or make the promise you won't smoke for the next 6 hours or even 1 hour.   It will get easier.     

Believe in yourself!

Sharon