On my 13 day of non smoking, I have been nervous and scared for my sister. She has been sick this whole week and was told by the Doctor that it may turn into pnemonia again. The last time she had pnemonia, we almost lost her. I don't want to lose my sister. I have been stressed about this all morning. So I made a phone call to find out her condition. She is improving today. I am so relieved. When I was stressing about this, I kept thinking about smoking again. But I knew that smoking is not going to change the situation except to make me feel worse. I am so glad I did not succomb. And so happy that she is better today.
