I won't lie bloggers, my high speed train to my quit date was derailed these last few days. I have been having a very difficult time w/ in my relstionship. The thing hasnt been the stongest part of my life as of late, & it took a huge turn for the worse this week. The easy answer is to walk away & Lord knows, I have tried to do that many times, BUT, I rarely have found so many positive attributes in a person in my life & it is very difficult to walk away from. Today is a re-commit day for me. I will begin (again) to read the Carr book that so many of you have suggested. I have some much needed time w/ my children, & alot of time to reflect on exactly whats most important to me right now. I have to control this anxiety monster inside of me! It is becomming unmanageable. Wish me luck! I will check in w/ you later!
