And, sad to say, it's the first day I've really felt some strong urges to smoke...alot of overwhelming stuff going on (nothing life threatening...just my own nerves getting jittery)...however, just in starting this blog post, I am feeling that "I want a cigarette" meter going down....Ah, there...that's better. Guess I just had to spit it out. It's like teetering on the edge...and I've decided to teeter towards the "no smoking" zone...Phew!!!! That was close. What sparked all of this anyway? Various emotions going on and wanting Cigman to "comfort" me, I guess...but, that's not going to happen. Thanks to you who are on this website lending a listening ear. Even though we aren't seeing each other face to face, I know you're out there...somewhere, somewhere...and thanking God for providing this help. God bless you all!!!!
