To think this weekend will be 1 whole month of no smoking!! Feels really good to say that. Yesterday I sent e mails to my 2 nieces whose mother died this last August (my little sister). We have always been a close knit family. Try to get together at least once a month or every other month. The nieces are both smokers and I wanted to enlighten them about Becomeanex and everything it has to offer. Hopefully they don't take it as preaching. I only did it as I remember us talking about quitting when their mother passed and again at Thanksgiving because they won't smoke in front of their oldest sister. Apparently she's taken over the "mothering" role for them. Anyway, I passed the word and left it at that. I'm not gonna hound them since that would be the last thing I'd want anyone to do to me. As for my own quit, the little voice is still there. "Buy a pack....it'll be OK....smoke one and throw the rest.....it'll be OK....you won't start up again....it'll be OK....c'mon, just one......it'll be OK....bum one from the son-in-law, he'll understand.....it'll be OK......you know you want one.....it'll be OK....who's gonna know....it'll be OK....since when did you care what others thought of your habit.....it'll be OK....smoke one....just one...it'll be OK....you can always go back to your quit....it'll be OK". And on and on it goes. and how do I respond? NO...NO.....NO....NO....NO....NO....NO..until the day I die from a nonsmoking related cause!!! I AM A NONSMOKER AND I WILL STAY THAT WAY!!!! Thanks to all of you for helping me keep my resolve. I would've broke down by now if I didn't have this site to come to and keep me inspired. Quit on fellow quitters!
