I came...
I saw...
I conquered...
I lusted...
I fell...
I failed...
I prayed...
I was lifted...
I will try again...
I will succeed...
In the last eight months, I have been down a road that I hope I never have to travel again. Although, I have to admit, that I could not have ever imagined it possible for the Lord to change all the things He has in my life during that time.
Unfortunately, after six months of my quit, I lusted over the habit. Excuses forbidden. I lusted over it and the Lord gave me over to my lust. However, I know through repentance and acceptance, I can again be on the right path.
My goal is to again quit. I am waiting until there is total closure on the remaining events. The "program" does recommend timing a quit right and I plan to do that.
Thank you to those who supported me last time. I am sorry to have let you down...well...after my God and my family, but I am sorry.
God bless, and here is to the next step.
