Protecting My Quit...

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I feel bad I must cover my nose and mouth around my husband when he comes home from work, he is a chain smoker. Inhaling the smoke for me at this time is NO OPTION for me! I was not like this before. How do I get through withdrawals when I must constantly inhale his smoke? It never ends! One after another I tell you! Then he tells me to go outside...Like I am the outcast here.

My eyes are swollen, they burn, I even took a Benedryl to calm down my sinuses. I appologized because I just dont breathe it all day long and then here he comes in the evening smoking the place up! I totally don't want to be mean but this time I have vowed to be just a little bit more selfish with my quit! I will protect it at all costs, even if I must be a little rude...So, we sat in seperate rooms for the rest of the evening. I don't like that but for now it is the way it must be.