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[MateosDad]

Day 40, 

Ive tried quitting about five-six times now, all for the same reasons, excluding my son as he wasn’t around then. 

I don’t want to break this streak, it isn’t the best one but it’s a work in progress. 

Work makes this much more stressful than I’m sure it needs to be, we aren’t allowed outside on breaks so that makes it much easier, but at the end of the day every day I still just think of that smoke..

When I smell it, honestly it doesn’t smell bad. Like, it does, but in an attractive way?? I don’t know.

Just keep going for it one day at a time.