I'm a little out of it. I had a few beers. Oops! But y'know what I DIDN'T do? Smoke.
I'm really irritable. Over a few things. I don't want to get really specific on my blog, but I will say, I'm pissed at this site. I've tried to blog three times today to "check in" and each time, something goes wrong and my blog doesn't post. Don't do this to me now! I'm so vulnerable.... and moody 😉 And angry.
It's strange because I may be feeling all these emotions, but I have no desire to smoke. I feel some cravings, but I won't pick up a cigarette. Cigarettes never solved anything. They were just there and convenient. And maybe a scapegoat.
Regardless of my emotional state, I do appreciate all the support I have been receiving from my EX friends, friends and family. Love you all and I may be angry and irritable, but I have nothing but appreciation for those who are truly interested in my well-being. Thanks for the being there for me. I need that right now. I'm not ashamed to say it.
