Saw doctor today and told him about all my insomnia and disturbed sleep and my repeated tireds. Initially we planned to keep me on Chantix for 3-6 months.
Well, today we decided I will cut my dose in half starting today, then in two weeks, if still doing ok, drop to zero.
For a few fleeting moments, I felt fear about this because I have done so well, come so far. And, my cravings have been better than previous quits. BUT THEN, after I left the doctor's office I pulled into the parking lot at Academy to get a heart monitor for my workouts. In the parking lot, I got that great feeling I get after I've done a workout (good trigger). I was able to put nicodemon down. I thought "hey, how cool is this that I'm doing so well, that the doctor thinks I'll be just fine cutting my med in half, several weeks/months ahead of schedule. What an accomplishment. Yea me!" I felt proud, excited, not fear.
I also knew that soooo many have done this successfully without Chantix or nico replacement or anything like either that I really do have nothing to fear at all. I have the best tools of all - this site, my family on here, and the readings. Those are the real key, not pills.
So, off I go...
I humbly ask that my friends on here say a prayer for me as I venture into this new part of my journey. It is a leap of faith, but I am going to take it.
Love to all,
Stacie
PS - Yes, I'm taking a rest here in a few hours. Guilt free! 🙂