In the past, when I did quit...or went back in the closet, it was never because I wanted to quit. I always knew that I would quit when I was ready....for me. That is what this is... for me. I was finally just done with it all. I was ready to be a non-smoker. I've changed my routines a little bit to include going to aerobics in the morning and taking up the hobby of knitting. Physically feel good, and mentally I feel strong about the quit. I have been around family and friends that smoke and have no desire to join them, not in the least bit interested. I do share info. with them that they can use, if they choose to quit, but don't force or belittle anyone, as I know that has little chance of working long-term.
So all is really good, but a little lack-luster....not sure what I expected, some dark emotional cloud to slip away....guess it really did, just no fireworks display to celebrate. I'll just count my blessing and be thankful. 😃
