I am a nicotine addict. I am sitting here facing the computer my mind racing, thinking, of several things all at once. Reciently, I stopped smoking for 23 days. Just that brief peroid I was extremely satisfied, and was getting ahead of myself wanting to get to the next step. Then somthing I allowed to affect me negatively so I pulled out a cigerette and smoked. When I started here I recieved support, and I still do. The thing that helps me the most is someone just reading the comments and giving helpful suggestions if nothing else just letting me know they are there. Tommorrow, when I wake up I will log in and not smoke, instead come here to re commit myself to no smoking today. No matter how difficut things get smoking is not an option nor is failure. There was a person here that was supporting me, and they do not realize how much there support meant to me, then they decided for them that they could not any longer support me. I respect their thought and them as well. I did not mean to drive them away, I just started to really apreciate their presence, and hope they continue their quit. This person as well as another member her have been and still are inspiration to me. I will come back in the morning. All the best!
